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Ours Is A Strange & Wonderful Relationship.
You're Strange & I'm Wonderful.
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wJune 10, 2002 |
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i love you until it hurts
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|adywo|f :: at 10:58 PM -
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no more. i do what feels right for me. i am the only one that cares about myself. yeah, they say they do but cannot prove it. saying saying talking talking talking - i even hate the sound of your voice. it's worthless shit, the words you come up with. i am beginning to think no one can stand by their word. not always, not ever...just when it's convenient. you know what? don't do me, yourself, or anyone any favors by saying you will do something. fucking follow through with it. make an effort to listen to what the fuck you just told someone. no matter how insignificant - never forget. do not let me down again. infact why don't you take your empty promise-giving ass out of my life. oh, and when you need someone to talk to..you had better not even think about coming to me. i'm done with this. fuck me. fuck you. I don't care about you anymore, and that is your fault.
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|adywo|f :: at 10:56 PM -
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wFebruary 16, 2002 |
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Well, I just got the opportunity to talk to you for about a minuite, not much was said however. Fuck.. Well, everyone is home so I doubt im gonna have to run anywhere. I hope that your having fun and that I see you back on sometime tonight. Wish more than ever I was there with you. bleah.. trying not to slip into a depressive funk. *smoooch*
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Enochian : at 11:02 PM -
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taking this quiet opportunity to get a post in & let you know Mar's surgery went fine. in fact, she's happily asleep - sedated to the max. you must be out or at least doing something that you're really into(hopefully enjoying). i won't be waiting up, because with you i never know when/if you'll show up. i really don't have the energy tonight anyhow. that's about it happening with me... you know i miss you and some night soon i wish to have your voice be the last one in my mind before i fall asleep. i love you...talk to you soon? *smooch*
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|adywo|f :: at 1:05 AM -
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wFebruary 14, 2002 |
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Greetings from Albuquerque! I made it in at about 2:25 this afternoon, safe & sound. Shawn could you please add us to your icq so that we may contact you? UIN#113755789 miss you, love you and will look for you later maybe, or at least check for a message from you. Happy Valentine's Day, sweetheart. *smooch*
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|adywo|f :: at 7:55 PM -
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wFebruary 12, 2002 |
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change of plans since you are not going, i've moved my departure date up & now am leaving the 14th. yes i realize it's Valentine's Day, but with the way things have been lately i don't feel it matters. we're both getting exactly what you've wanted and have talked about - doing things on our own. i didn't mean for that to sound like i'm hurt by all that is happening (or not happening for that matter). all i'm doing is giving you the time you are already taking. we're playing grown ups, and...you're winning.
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|adywo|f :: at 7:59 PM -
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